Thursday [The Decision]

I'm going to be this:


Sit back relax i've got a story to share
About a girl who didn't have a care
Well care she did for her friends for the world
The music of her life the thoughts of a girl

She was looking for herself but she found someone else
It's time to be me said she

Then she shed her skin and out there came
Original life through every vein
She changed im contaged
She was showing me the way

She was life felt her through me
Like warm showers from the sun
Let it rain
She was life and she knew me
Saw myself so clear skye blue

Oh candy smoke it smelt like home
Hush little babe you're not alone
Her smilin' spirit said to me

Oh hello sky i'm here for school
You're as much of a genius as you are a fool
Quote from lesson one

Take your time you're doing fine
Baby you'll see

Sweet vibrays from the stereo
All my worries just let em go
Feel alive starts to flow through every vein
Please strange
See my life rearranged

She was life felt her through me
Like warm showers from the sun
Let it rain
She was life and she knew me
Saw myself so clear sky blue

Oh here comes the sky
She's like the sky, like the sky, like the sky
like the beautiful sky blue
here comes the sky




from now.

Wednesday [The Gift]

The gifts bestowed upon me this year are worth more than gold.

Grace, and peace and strength and courage and hope and love and joy.

Blessings immeasurable
Friendships unbreakable
Love incomprehensible

I am beginning to realise the merits of being weak
of stumbling
of falling
of wandering and being lost

and letting go.

Of holding on to the one thing that matters
of living and breathing each moment
of giving
of loving
of blessing
of being joyful regardless of the circumstances.

I am beginning to realise that sometimes it takes an entire world to be broken down before a new one can be built

this year, i am a revolution.



And what did you get for Christmas?

there is a faith proved of more worth than gold, so refine me lord through the flame..

Tuesday [The Secret]

and so its christmas again

this year has been:

hectic
dramatic
unexpected
joyful
miserable
desperate
emotional
exhausting
lovely
musical
creative
uninspired
worn down
worn out

but its over.
oh my.
its over.

there is hope and joy and potential and peace and love in the future

but that doesn't matter either..

it is today
and i am blessed to have today
blessed to have tomorrow
blessed for yesterday to

but mostly today.

what better day to start again?



i'm coming home.
running.
leaping.
skipping.
hopping.
jumping.
crawling.
fleeing.
limping.
flying.

home.

hey dad?
i'm coming home.

she's lying on her bed, dreaming bout the taste of last nights conversation..

Monday [The Last Kiss]

this:

might just be my greatest fear.



there's a corner of your heart for me...

Sunday [The Beauty in the Breakdown]

The silver beams are twirling and swirling throughout your dreams like air traffic streams...

Saturday [The Reunion]

lavendar bubbles
sigur ros
scented candles and christmas shopping
cookie making
chocolate truffles
perfect pretty tea cups
little children giggles
and joy

oh sweet unabated pure joy.

for swear it sight, for i never saw true beauty till this night.

i was talking to an old friend, he was trying to help me decide, if a flower is still a flower after all the petals have died...

Friday [The Conclusion]

sit by the water
watch the lights twinkle and dance
and pretend
for a moment
that you're one of those couples
wrapped in love
whisper giggle secrets
perfect gifts and smiles for strangers
and then when the new year comes
with a 3,2,1
happy kisses
happy wishes



we'll forget again.






cause blinded, i am blindsighted..

Thursday [The Acceptance]

He is jealous for me,
Loves like a hurricane, I am a tree,
Bending beneath the weight of his wind and mercy.
When all of a sudden,
I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by glory,
And I realise just how beautiful You are,
And how great Your affections are for me.


And oh, how He loves us so,
Oh how He loves us,
How He loves us all


Yeah, He loves us,
Oh how He loves us,
Oh how He loves us,
Oh how He loves.
Yeah, He loves us,
Oh how He loves us,
Oh how He loves us,
Oh how He loves.


We are His portion and He is our prize,
Drawn to redemption by the grace in His eyes,
If grace is an ocean, we’re all sinking.
So Heaven meets earth like a sloppy wet kiss,
And the heart turns violently inside of my chest,
I don’t have time to maintain these regrets,
When I think about, the way…


He loves us,
Oh how He loves us,
Oh how He loves us,
Oh how He loves.
Yeah, He loves us,
Oh how He loves us,
Oh how He loves us,



Oh how He loves.

Wednesday [The Midnight Dance]

There are years
and there are days
and there are months
and there are minutes
and there are hours
and there are seconds

and there are lives.

What do we do with them?




What will you do with yours?




When you get to the end, what will you leave behind?

What is yours and what is the worlds?
What can you take and what can you give?
What do you obtain and what do you receive?

Where do dreams go when they are not dreamt?
What happens to wishes never granted?
To prayers never answered?
To hearts never mended,
never told

it's alright love
it's okay.

what day is it, and in what month, this clock never seemed so alive...