Saturday [The Important Things]

sometimes, she dances.
sometimes she gets delightfully genuine compliments from people who started a band when she was only four years old.
sometimes things like that make her smile for the rest of the week.


sometimes she lives in a world of daydreams.

mostly she loves that.

it's december again.
christmas.
new years.
endings.
beginnings.
what another crazy year.
what joy and hope and laughter and love and memories.
i feel refreshed.
this has been a year of incomparable growth.

there are so many things i don't believe in anymore.
and so many ways i'm better off because of that.
mostly though,
and most importantly,
i am more myself than ever.

more confident in that than ever.

life is perfectly imperfect.
complicated and simple and full of everything i ever wanted.

now, to cross my fingers and wait for a letter...

20th of january, please come soon.

cause i'm a gypsy and i know it doesnt do me any good,
moving on from place to place stealing hearts just cause i could...