Thursday [The Understanding..]

oh, hey 2010.
apparently you've got a lot in store..
art school?
yes, please.
new friends, old friends and travelling adventures?
sure, why not?
things that seem ridiculously scary and feel like they involve jumping off cliffs?


all the time.
[as long as i've got someones hand to hold]

in truth, i am less and less the person i was and more and more the person i've always wanted to be.

hey 2010?
be nice to me won't you?
i promise i'll give you everything i've got.
even if that occasionally means jumping from a height i'm not entirely comfortable with.


i promise i won't let you down this time.

i know things have changed since last year.
i know there are lots of things that are huge and different and daunting and scary.
i know that.
and i'm not fazed in the slightest.

i've no doubt that you will be beautiful.
wonderful.
precious.
and so so important.
i've no doubt there will be smiles and tears and nervousness and laughter and music
and art.
i'm sure there will be late nights spent wondering what it is i've gotten myself into.
and early morning starts with the knowledge of exactly where i'm going.
and then,
most importantly,
there will be you.
you, 2010, with your freshness and brand new starts.
you, i'm sure, will be marvelous.

i can't wait to see what we'll get up to.

so this is the new year, and i have no resolution...